The good, the bad and the funny.
Life is really funny at times. Contemplating about the past makes us wiser they say. 12,000+ views later and bestowed with the virtual wisdom of being a Top Writer in 7 categories, I’m wondering what all of this is really about.
So what did I learn from this quite amazing experience that many a Medium writer would literally die for?
- It’s definitely not worth dying for.
- This is by no means sustainable. Even for the Terminator.
- I don’t feel monogamous anymore. Facebook and Medium made two.
- It’s all just a number. 12,000 will soon become 24,000. What’s next? The Asylum?
- I’m stuck with Medium now. I’ve forcefully been made (against my free will I must add) to stand my proverbial ground and protect my proverbial ship. I can’t give up being a Top Writer. Not just yet.
- I’m slowly going mad.
- Which means I might need to meet up with a Psychiatrist pretty soon.
- Being handpicked by Medium made me feel special. For 2 days. That’s it.
- I check my Medium notifications more often now.
- Psychosis, psychosis, psychosis.
- I finally feel like I’m a Born Creative! After all those years writing with a pen on paper, I finally feel accomplished! Wish I realised this back then. Could’ve saved me years of depression.
- Claps made this possible.
- Hearts sucked. Not the real ones. I’m talking about the dead Medium hearts.
- Preacher Lawson is really funny with his Clapping joke. 14 claps per second! Man. Medium should learn more from Preacher.
- When you clap your heart out for others, the claps have a funny way of coming back to you.
- Being a Top Writer in Psychology is great, but who’ll be my psychologist now? I ain’t paying a $100 per hour for someone who’s worse at it than me!
- No claps can replace being your own biggest fan.
- Clickbait titles are fun to write.
- I don’t feel inspired even though Medium thinks I always am.
- The Writing Cooperative has become my second home away from home.
- I am still notoriously unhealthy.
- I’ve forgotten why I started writing in the first place. A kind man made me realise this today. If he’s reading this, he’ll know his done his job.
- My friends still love my advice. Top Writer or not.
- There’s absolutely no substitute to writing with pen and paper.
- You are your own Success Meter.
- There are many people out there who wouldn’t mind shitting on your success story. Then they’d take a piss on it too. Cherry on top! These people are your constant reminder — never to give up no matter what.
- Then there are others who try and bring some perspective into your out-of-control life, by shedding light on the true priority of your life as a writer, which is to be happy inside.
- You then start writing again once you’ve figured this out. Not for the endless views, but for the endless personal satisfaction it brings to you as an artist.
- All of this really happened to me. (Pun intended. Believe me, at least because I’m Top Writer in “This happened to me”.)
- None of this really matters in the end. We’re all headed to the same dirty grave. Benjamin P. and me. The Top writer and the newcomer.
- Never believe titles. I know I said “32 important lessons”. But I just decided to stop writing for the day. Something I couldn’t quite do this past month.
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32 important lessons I’ve learnt after writing non-stop for the past month. was originally published in The Writing Cooperative on Medium, where people are continuing the conversation by highlighting and responding to this story.